February 2012
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Fried a bag of fries, a bag of onion rings and a bag of chicken nuggets for my cousin, sisters and friend!
Yea hell fucking no was I going to eat all that omg. Seeing them bloated makes me feel really good about myself as selfish as that sounds. I’m empty and feel more motivated to fast tomorrow :)
I do feel guilty for cooking it for them, but it’s what they wanted, so?…
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I completely forgot that my sisters birthday is soon. It’ll be her 21st so she wants to spend it at Foxwoods casino. I swear I see the prettiest girls EVER over there :/ I need to be a ton of pounds lighter by MARCH 1ST!
And yup I’m definitely staying over my cousins house and I’ll be taking my laxative pills just incase.
Staying over my cousins house…maybe. Im forced to not eat over there so I’ll really lose weight :)
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Fast
Had breakfast this morning. It’s 3:30 p.m now and I have not eaten anything else and will not have anything until AFTER tomorrow. My sisters have been home all fuckin week so I haven’t had the chance to weigh in. Argh it’s killing me not being able to get weighed. I need to know how I’m doing!
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I'm not hungry!
All I’m having is a craving. I am not hungry! Besides I haven’t had a lot of water today so i might just be thirsty too.
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I’m tempted to take laxatives even though all I’ve eaten was fruit today :/ covered myself up with an oversized sweater. It doesn’t make me feel AS big as usual.
Well for now I only hope that watching my favorite tv show will distract me from my thoughts.
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Happy birthday Chespirito
Having green tea tonight to avoid having coffee. Had fruit and veggies all day! Nothing but that :) I’m starving but I won’t eat anything else.
Tomorrow I’m doing stricty fruit.
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No way I'm getting fat this week
I’m practically a vegan starting tomorrow. On a diet which will become a lifestyle of eating organic fruit and veggies. My sister is even going to do it with me.
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Easy plan for Monday through Sunday
Morning: 1 banana and 1 small cup of coffee w/ fat free half & half
Afternoon: 1 Pear and many cups of water
Evening: apple and 1 cup of orange juice
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I’ve eaten and I feel completely numb. Didn’t enjoy it.
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I’m so ready to break this fast. Parents went out to buy groceries and they came back with shit load of fruit and veggies. It makes me so happy.
Spending this night doing pushups.
I’m not going to keep count.
My goal is to go an hour long without stopping. Should be easy since I’ve done it before :)
Feeling like I'm the worlds fattest person today
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My thighs have gotten chunkier!
Idk but I strongly believe that all the jumping jacks I’ve done made my thighs fatter!!!
I’m not doing any jumping jacks for now on :/
